I pray for strength and endurance through this period. Its a mind over body thing.
I have been reminding myself constantly that this is the future of me. I need this, i need to work hard. I need to get good grades and earn more money. WORK HARD WORK HARD WORK HARD!
Once awhile my body slips into the lazy mode and I cant seem to be able to get it back to work.
Frustrated and irritated, at the end of the day, my progress for studying is as good as none. Or so i believe.
I have already sacrificed dance till the end of May. I am not dancing one bit, with this sacrifice made, i have to maximise my time.... i must i must i must!
Dear Cheryl,
Please study hard now, or you will regret later.
you only have one chance and make full use of it.
At the end of the day, its your future that you're screwing around with, not anyone else's life.
Do it FOR yourself.. and you effort will be paid off.
My gentle reminder.
and now, i'm off to studying.
This is just to channel my stress and frustrations with myself. Hope no one thinks i'm mentally unsound. =)

left her thoughts ♥ 8:40:00 PM